Showing posts with label repentance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label repentance. Show all posts

Sunday, February 5, 2012

50 Sunday is for start-overs

Today I decide to be wealthy.

While cleaning out the sewing room yesterday, I rediscovered a book I'd read over a year ago:  The Job Hunter's Survival Guide, by Dick Bolles.  He puts out an annual job hunting guide, entitled What Color is Your Parachute? which I bought a copy of, and read it, years and years ago. I'll reread it this week. The book is a how-to guide for looking for work in this specific recession where jobs are so scarce and job hunters so plentiful.

Today is Sunday, always a "start over" day, a way to rest and prepare for the next six days.

Shea announced in Fast and Testimony Meeting that she's lost her job.  I almost started crying for her, and I talked to her later.  She's relieved, as the political pressure was so heavy there. When I'd applied last spring, she called to warn me that it was not a healthy place. She seems to be a few years old than I. don't dye my hair, so everyone sees how old I am, but most other people are determined to stay with the color, thank you very much.

On the way home from church, I pointed out the place I'd applied for the housekeeping job, and that I blew it when I admitted to looking for full-time work.  June was with me in the car, and said that she'd be surprised if any jobs were full-time anymore. She told me how she'd talked to a banker some years ago, and he admitted that the jobs were all at 30 hours, so that they wouldn't have to have benefits.  She scolded him, but that's as far as it went.

I got set apart for my calling in the Relief Society, to be a visiting teaching coordinator.  In the blessing I was reminded that the Lord knows my challenges, and that fulfilling my calling would bring spiritual and physical benefits, and there was more. Basically, I'll be made aware of the needs of the sisters in the ward, and reminded that mine are small compared to others.

Decades ago, I had a blessing that told me that I think my sufferings are great, but the Savior's was far greater.   I was reminded of that blessing today.  The one who gave me that one died some time ago, but his spirit still visits me from time to time, sometimes to encourage me, sometime to call me to repentance. I wondered if he was there in the circle.

I had signed up a couple of weeks ago for the missionaries to come for dinner.  My husband was working on a service call, so they couldn't come here. I was very grateful that I had the stuff to make a broccoli and chicken cream soup, which I took over to the West's, where they would be able to pick it up.

Tomorrow I will do more, do better.

Today I decide to be wealthy.








Monday, December 26, 2011

Day 9

Today I decide to be wealthy.

Wow, it's been more than a week now.

Yesterday I opened the January Ensign, and read the First Presidency message. The theme was A,B,C.  Attitude, belief, courage.  So I'm working on that now.  And this morning when I read a bit in Alma, I came to this realization, which I posted on Facebook.  (I'll take it down in an hour or so.) 
I finally figure out something. I was reading about faith, repentance and good works, and I was thinking, "Faith, hope and charity..." and it dawned on me: Faith is faith; good works is charity (giving of alms, clothing poor, etc., the pure love of Christ, which is selfless giving and empathy for others), so therefore, hope must be repentance.
I am working on repentance; or rather, I am in the process of repentance, or getting my life on the strait and narrow path of financial responsibility. I just didn't think of this activity as that.  Another thing I'm concerned about it something we learned about in a psychology class, that is that sometimes observing something produces an extra influence on the subject being witnessed.  In psychology class, that's not a good thing.  But this is different, in that daily reporting reinforces the project and can help the project stay on track, so, nine days on the track, and Evans said do it for sixty, so fifty-one days left to see where I'll be. 
I don't think that I'll be doing a paper chain count-down, though it is an amusing idea.

This blog/activity is about financial responsibility, but I know from reading weight-loss stories that other things are affected too.  Got some bills paid--last month's power and garbage bill, this month's water and internet.

Today I decide to be wealthy.